The Real Me

Two things happened to me in one week.

First thing.  I had a major screw-up at work. The impact is so immense I don't know what to do now.  I can't even sleep well at night. Can my higher spirits tell me what to do if you were there?

Misfortunes never come single. The second thing, I just realized that the new comer is a know-it-all plus a pain in the arse. She DOES know it all, though, I just don't like her agressiveness. She tries to instruct me what to do the second day at work. I'd rather she remain quiet and be an observer for a couple of months before she eventually speaks up.

I felt miserable. My whole body was clouded by dark energy. So I'm burying myself again in books. But it makes me look like a geek with social problems. I don't like that, either.