The Real Me

I pray for two things everyday, and at least every time I feel like to.

It clams me down when my mind goes completely franctic.

One, I pray for God for the wisdom to see through all the delusion I created.

God, please help elevate my way of 思.

When I think of something or someone as evil and hostile,

I pray for God for the wisdom to see the true essence in everything. 

Also, I pray for God for his forgiveness to my stupidity in not being able to truly "see."

Two, I pray for God for giving me the strength to withstand the good and bad times.

Help me carry on bravely, help me 行. 

Make me humble and obedient, yet undaunted with a strong heart to every delusion 

I made and observed.